🔗 Share this article Full-Blown Suffering: My Fight With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome It was a overcast Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp sensation erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid stabs, similar to electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unbearable. The attacks returned frequently that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: aura in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches. Cluster headaches typically start with severe pain around one eye that lasts for several hours. About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the condition, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, severe agony focused on one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in periodic bouts; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of long pain-free periods. What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free. One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, like many triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home. Her family often mistook her episodes as drunken behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center. Still, the failure to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility. Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads. Ancient healing records suggest bizarre treatments for what some observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk remedies. It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”. The disorder were only officially classified by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Prominent experts in diagnosing the condition explain this. In 1998, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, published in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered. In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints. Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments. A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased. Official guidelines on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of some people. But leading neurologists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Short cycles with occasional attacks are managed with acute therapy alone. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity. The national guidelines need updating to reflect a